Nice to know you Ryon! I'm impressed that after almost 15 years of sobriety, you still consider yourself a recovering alcoholic - this shows that you acknowledge that it can be a life-long battle. But you've won so far, and will continue to win. Good luck! You realize your strengths and weaknesses - not many of us can do that. I hope this wil propel you to become your best and succeed. My best wishes are with you!